Sunday, December 13, 2009

Crying like crazy .

Why do they always do this to me ?
I cry like once a week now .
You guys all think im happy, and that i have a good life, but you havent seen the hardest parts. Im crying as i typed this , and i cant evn stop . They always think that i put friends first. and they're like paranoid just cause the watch the news. They think im "looking for " pedofiles on the internet.MY ASS ! They hear stories from other people and rumors on how kids start going bad when they're in 7th grade. it doesnt happen to EVERYONE ! ive seriously never cried this hard in my life. they dont like my attitude and stuff, and they are tired to a point where they want me to move out and live with my dad. I kind of want to do that and start fresh, but seeing the things, and people im leaving behind .. They repeat the same thing over and over and over again ! They just dont stop talking ! I calm down, and they make it worse?! Of course i care for my friends because my friends actually listen to me when i have problems, but they dont evn listen to me..
What kind of familydoes that? im sick and tired of this . i just want to give up now. I dont evn wanna try anymore. thanks to the people who are trying to make me feel better, but im sick of it. Should i move...